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Seven weeks without word. I hope you're okay, Yeobo. Will I ever see you again? As for your family, I am through with them. I'll never speak to them again. How dare they hang up on me? And your brother is angry I keep 'pestering' him? Bullshit! Maybe if they'd tell me some fucking information. They are finished-out of my life. I wait for you, Yeobo.

72 Bridge Over Troubled Water...For Yeobo

71 For Yeobo...Ripple

Ripple

70

Yeobo,
I hope you're getting lots of fruits and vegetables. You always told me to eat plenty of them. I miss you, Yeobo.

69

Yeobo,
I'm trying to stay sane. It's tough. I went to Strawberry Fields on your birthday and sat for a while. Then I walked to 32nd St. and went to the Mandu Bar. Ate some, drank some. The waiter asked for you. Cried my ass off. The last few days I've been thinking of you. I called your house one night. They said you're in the hospital and hung up. I didn't call back. Maybe the language barrier is rough, or maybe they don't want to talk to me. I don't give a shit which. I just want to talk to you. I hope you're getting better. Those fuckers better be treating you ok in the hospital. You must always let me know, and I will take care of the rest. Love you.

68

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YEOBO. I LOVE YOU.

67

Yeobo,
Your brother finally blew his lid and told me some information. It's about time! You see, I kept asking him for some contact information, and he finally got annoyed and told me you will be in the hospital for quite a while getting better. He should have told me immediately. Anyway, I see it is going to be a long time before I speak to you. I have been thinking that life is really precious. The time we have with one another is very precarious. You never know when you will see another person again, if at all. I can't imagine living life without you. It makes my heart ache when I think of your absence. Not being able to hold you in my arms makes me so fucking sad. I only pray that we will one day be together again. I want to grow old with you. I think of you always and love you dearly. Get well, Yeobo. Take as much time as you need. I will be here for you.

66

Yeobo,
I was thinking of that big tree that was so beautiful in autumn. Remember? Then those assholes cut it down. It was on the corner by that white house. The trees are so pretty now, Yeobo. I wish you could see them with me.

65

A nice rainy day, Yeobo. It would have been nice to take a walk or go for a drive with you today. The leaves are falling. It's very pretty, but life sucks without you. Everyday is bleak. And what's worse is that I haven't been able to talk to you thanks to your parents fucking me over. I will take care of it. I will get in touch with you whether they like it or not. Watch!

64

Yeobo,
I am going crazy without you. Everyone I talk to says I should be in contact with you, but your brother keeps telling me to wait. How the fuck much longer can I sit and wait? I need to talk to you. I'm simmering now, losing my mind, soon to boil over. I will see you soon, don't worry. I love you.

63..Angel

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Yeobo,
I can't believe that I can't get in touch with you after 4 1/2 weeks. I don't know what the fuck is going on, but I really don't believe your parents. I can't imagine that you're in total isolation without access to a phone or internet. What did your parents tell you? What did the doctors say? I'm going fucking nuts. I need to speak with you. I love you, Yeobo.

60

Yeobo,
I hope you're eating a lot of fruit and vegetables. You always told me to eat more of those things. I saw you last night in my dream. I can't wait to see you in person. I miss you. Your birthday is coming soon. Remember a couple of years ago I had the balloons all over the place and surprised you? I wish we could be together on your birthday this year. I'd take you for some hwae or whatever you wanted. I hope we will be together on your birthday next year. Stay strong and take care of yourself. The world needs you. I need you. Love you.

59...Yeobo...

58

57...The Impossible Dream

56

Yeobo,
It's been four weeks without word, and I'm sad as hell. I miss your smile, your voice; I miss you. I hope you are okay and getting better. It must suck to be stuck in a hospital for so long. I hope you're eating well and getting some sunlight. I hope you are being treated well and at peace.I love you.

55....A Song of Hope for Yeobo

54..Yeobo......

53...Yeobo...Let's Stay Together

53..For Yeobo...Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head

52

Yeobo, I'm so sad today; it's a rainy day. I know you love rainy days, so I think of you every time it rains. You'd love it, too. Not pouring, just a nice misty drizzle. I wish we were taking a walk in the rain together, holding hands, and just being. No worries, no problems, no appointments or plans. Just walking in the rain. Holding hands. Together.

51

Yeobo,
I am miserable without you. This really sucks. I can't believe it's been almost a month with no word, and it will be longer till I do speak to you. I'm thinking of you and dream of you when I see butterflies.

50...The End of The World

Yeobo....

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I miss you, Yeobo.

48...Two Songs For Yeobo

Rolling Stones-Wild Horses-1976, Knebworth


Peter Frampton-Baby I Love Your Way

47

It's so tough to find a friend you've lost contact with. And it's frustrating, sad, upsetting, etc., But trying to locate your wife after she has jumped off a bridge and is a hospital in an Asian country where English isn't the language spoken is not only difficult, but it's fucking so nerve-wracking. It eats you up...okay, okay-it eats me up. It's worse than trying to find a needle in a haystack. It's my wife. I love her. I am trying to find her. I speak a little Korean, not much. Anywhere I call over there people speak Korean, sometimes a little English, but it's tough. Both the person to whom I speak to and I must have patience dealing with the language/understanding difficulties. But, I try and try. I must find my wife. I will never give up hope until I find her and speak with her. As I've said before, if she is through with me then I will have to accept that fact, but I cannot go on not knowing how she feels. I need to know that she is okay physically and mentally. I need to know she is well and she will be happy. I want her to live a long time. I want her to have a happy life, hopefully with me, but if not I will go on. As long as I know she is okay. It's too bad her family blames me for her troubles. They don't realize the entire situation. Yes, I admit I left her lonely. Not always, but too much. I own up to my wrongs. But, I am not entirely to blame. I really think this guy she saw fucked her up. I know he did physically, so he probably did mentally as well. She was never in that condition until after she was with him. I was blind when this happened, but remember this: Justice is not blind! I love my wife and miss her so much. I hope she is okay and getting better. Her family wants us separated, but that is not my choice and I won't give up until I hear the words come out of my wife's mouth.

46....Finder's Fee

Anyone in Korea and feel like making some money? I need to find my wife and will pay a small fee once I have contacted her. Leave a comment with info on how to contact you and I will. This offer is wide open to the Korean Mafia, as well as any other gangs that have an interest. The authorities won't help? Fuck them!